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Thursday, March 03, 2005

Bottled Up

Sometimes I really do feel like a small little bottle. Somehow I am unable to empty what is inside. The the bottle is filled and more material is being forced inside. The pressure exerted is unbearable. How do I empty this bottle. How do I empty my heart?

I always encourage people to shared their problems with me(or others). Thats because it is unhealthy to keep everything to themselves. Being troubled is not an enjoyable process. The more trouble you have, the more pain you feel. I am sure everyone knows that and no further elaboration is required. But everyone also wants to know how to release such unwanted energy; to free themselves from such torment and agony. I am no exception. I use unuseful methods to try and ease the pain. Some methods would be inflicting physical pain, drowning myself in loud music, isolated myself. However these methods does not seem to help. It would lead to more pain and suffering till the point where these troubles would cause eventual mental breakdown. The nest method may acutally be sharing it with your peers and these includes close friends and family members. However, I do not seem to be able to let it all out. I need someone to talk to. To let it all out. To express how i feel. Oh well, I have a personal policy of not troubling others and also the fear of rejection. Therefore I guess I'll just have to hope that everything God has planned for me goes smoothly. I am tired, so "bottled up"

-A level results out in less then a day. Whether if it's a sweet or bitter ending, I hope its good enough for you.....-

I promise. 6:51 AM.

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ipromise. iwillbewaiting. tHe pAsT]] [x]September 2004 [x]October 2004 [x]November 2004 [x]December 2004 [x]February 2005 [x]March 2005 [x]April 2005 Music Mimisk8 +____tAg bOx		Thursday, March 03, 2005 Bottled Up Sometimes I really do feel like a small little bottle. Somehow I am unable to empty what is inside. The the bottle is filled and more material is being forced inside. The pressure exerted is unbearable. How do I empty this bottle. How do I empty my heart? I always encourage people to shared their problems with me(or others). Thats because it is unhealthy to keep everything to themselves. Being troubled is not an enjoyable process. The more trouble you have, the more pain you feel. I am sure everyone knows that and no further elaboration is required. But everyone also wants to know how to release such unwanted energy; to free themselves from such torment and agony. I am no exception. I use unuseful methods to try and ease the pain. Some methods would be inflicting physical pain, drowning myself in loud music, isolated myself. However these methods does not seem to help. It would lead to more pain and suffering till the point where these troubles would cause eventual mental breakdown. The nest method may acutally be sharing it with your peers and these includes close friends and family members. However, I do not seem to be able to let it all out. I need someone to talk to. To let it all out. To express how i feel. Oh well, I have a personal policy of not troubling others and also the fear of rejection. Therefore I guess I'll just have to hope that everything God has planned for me goes smoothly. I am tired, so "bottled up" -A level results out in less then a day. Whether if it's a sweet or bitter ending, I hope its good enough for you.....- I promise. 6:51 AM. Comments: Post a Comment