I promise.

Friday, October 08, 2004

Tick tock tick tock......

Another lonely friday evening.Facing the computer.Stoning....stoning....
I can't believe that i am even wasting time here. I really should be studying. A levels in less then a month's time. I haven't even started preparation. So screwed...so screwed..
This one month decides my future...whether i make it in life or not....If i don't pass my As, where can i go? I would be stuck in army already. I can't retain even if i want to. No university will accept me because i am too stupid. Because i am spending precious time typing stupid blogs rather than studying. Why don't i have the motivation....the drive like others..Everyone else is mugging their asses off and me? Watching DVD and heading out to catch a movie.
How stupid...maybe i am just tired with my life already.. i give up...SCREW THE WORLD WAHAHAHA. At least i will die not a virgin...

I promise. 8:48 AM.


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