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The count down starts



"A levels over....how now?...think...and die..."

2 years of jc life just pass in a flash. I hardly had any fun and its over. Though there are many unhappy moments, politics and conflicts, it was great, especially suaning people in my class. Oh well... the end of something, the start of another.... I just know that i need not wear any school uniforms anymore other then my army uniform... Damn enlistment in 2 weeks time.. The clock is ticking... No more time.

I feel like i am a vagabond, roaming the streets of Singapore. No aim , no motive. A pest to the society? Maybe. It is hard to stay focus without an objective. Perhaps thinking too much will only cause more confusion. I feel like a kite in midair, just leaving my fate and destiny to the wind. The thread about to snap. About to transport me to another place where everything will seem foreign to me. As the hands of the wind lift me up, i feel the "carefree-ness" yet a great sense of uncertainty. What will happen to me? That is a question everyone ponders about. But how can someone who hates conformity adapt to changing society? A society that does not recognise the minority. However, this uncertainty drives me forward. Who would bother about how he does things in the present if he already knows what is gonna happen. It it this sense of uncertainty that make someone search for a better self. In search for an identity - identity of the individual, not the masses. The society does not show compassion to anyone who refuses to conform. However, in this competitive world, who would want to go against the majority? Who would take the risk of ruining his own future. A person who excels in studies or a person who refusing to stick with the normal education system - who would you hire? In this utilitarian society, the "weak and useless" gets marginalised. However, these strong fetters i must break or lose myself in dead dreams. It may seem like incongruity, but it is a decision i have made. I challenge the norm and ally with their enemies. The path may be hard as strange eyes analyse you. But is there a choice? A person with dreams? Or a living dead? (inspired by Boey Kim Cheng's - another place)

Jay Chou's concert last night was a blast! I enjoyed it so much. Though his entrance wasn't as nice as his "Fantasy" concert, the ending was real good. He sang "Kai Bu Liao Kou" and "Qi Li Xiang". He also sang all my favourite songs like "An Jing" , "Jie Kou" and lots more. Too bad he didn't sing "Wo De Di Pan". Anyway, no matter how much i paid, it was worth it. Can't wait for his next concert here in Singapore. Anyway i will end this entry here.. God Bless.

"But you shall find the band that seems to tie their friendship together will be the very strangler of their amity" - Enobarbus